Sunday, August 12, 2012

In the Garden of our own Discontent


Gen.3:1-7; II Sam. 11:26-12:7a

        After some pretty strenuous days of carrying block and sand up mountain paths in the Guatemalan Mountains, our mission group was rewarded a respite along Lake Atitlan.  Sunday morning we took a boat across the lake to a little village where we worshiped with a local congregation.  It is impossible to describe the beauty of Lake Atitlan.  We were more than 6,000 feet above sea level.  The lake is surrounded by ancient volcanoes, many of them exceeding over 11,000 feet.  The Mayans believe that Lake Atitlan is where creation began.  In theological language this would make Lake Atitlan the Garden of Eden.  As I rode in the bow of the boat on our trip to Santiago I could understand why they would make this claim.  It was indeed the most beautiful lake I had ever seen.
        Of course this was not the first time I had been to the Garden of Eden.  My first encounter with the mythical garden was on the corner of US 29 and McKnight Mill Road in Greensboro, North Carolina.  Many of you traveling south into North Carolina have passed the spot to which I am referring.  It looks a lot different now.  There is a walk way over US 29 and the store I remember at the intersection has long since disappeared.   But in 1957 that store not only existed, it was the center piece of our little community.  It was stocked with bread, milk and everything essential including a rack exhibiting my favorite candy bars.
        I was seven at the time and was trying to break in with a local group of guys that roamed that end of McKnight Mill Road.  They were pretty cool.  Each kid had a bike and together they would ride to the end of our universe and back. I wanted to join and I think they wanted me to join but there was an initiation that each new member had to perform.  To become a member of this particular group it was required that I  walk into the store on the corner of US 29 and McKnight Mill Rd., take a bar of candy from the Tree of Knowledge, and slip out without paying for the candy.  I later learned that was called shop lifting.
        I remember the incident as if it were yesterday.  With my new friends waiting outside the store, I ventured in.  I walked over near the magazines and comic books.  I waited until the clerk was busy with a customer and then quietly made my way to the candy counter.  Without hesitation I grabbed a ZERO BAR and put it in my pocket.  I returned to the comics, and waited until another customer entered the store.  Then I slipped out the door, waved at my friends, and hopped on my bike. I showed my friends proof of my bravery, and then headed home.
        Once I got home I headed straight for my room.  I took the treasure from my pocket, slowly peeled the wrapper from the contents and briefly admired my acquisition of caramel covered white chocolate.  I ate the whole thing, merrily dreaming of the wonderful time I was going to have with my new friends.  Totally satisfied, I lay down on my bed.  It was at that moment I heard the voice of God, thinly disguised as my mother.  “Andy, wash up, it is time for dinner.”  Not knowing why, I sat on the bed petrified.  My feet would not move.  I thought if I was really quiet maybe she would go away.  But she didn’t.  “Andy, did you hear me?  It is time for dinner.”  I pulled my pillar over my head, thinking that I could somehow disappear.  But there was no place to hide.  The door swung open.  My mother stepped into my Garden of Eden. For what seemed like an eternity, she looked at me, then she observed the empty wrapper of the Zero Bar, and the demanded, “What have you done wrong?”                
I believe each of us has had a Garden of Eden moment.  It comes the first time we realized we had done something wrong and there was no excuse or circumstances that could hide our guilt.  For King David his revelation came when he heard the words,  “You are the man.”
Do you remember the story of David and Bathsheba?  The winter winds were turning into April showers bringing a time when warriors planned their conquest. But David was growing old.  He would now have to send younger men into battle.  David gazed out across the field from his palace, longing to be among those in the hunt for new conquest when he spied a young woman bathing.  His mind turned from war to lust as he was captivated by this young woman.  David inquired to find out who the woman was only to discover she was the wife of Uriah the Hittite.  Without hesitation David rationalized that a king could have whatever a king desired.  He marched straight into the convenience store and snatched the Zero Bar without any thought or hesitation.  Soon after the encounter David was informed that Bathsheba was pregnant.
Ever notice how one sin leads to many?  Such was the case with David.  His first plan was to bring Urriah home from the battle hoping the husband would have sex with his wife.  No one would suspect David was the real father.  But Urriah refused to go to his wife  and camped outside the door of his king. 
The second plan called for a more permanent solution.  Urriah was placed at the front of the battle.  When the battle reached its peak, David’s troops withdrew leaving Urriah alone to die.  When the news of the death of her husband reached Bathsheba, she went into mourning.  When the mourning time was complete, David married her.  End of story?  Hardly!
David had cleaned everything up into a nice package.  As King he had the right to as many wives as he desired.  His first wife had been a marriage to appease those who were loyal to Saul.  Michal, Saul’s daughter, never loved David and I suspect the feelings were mutual.  Now the king could have a loving wife and await a future heir unrelated to Saul.  Urriah might have been an inconvenience, but who was going to remember the plight of a Hittite.  No one, except the prophet Nathan.
Nathan had the difficult burden of following the prophet Samuel.  Nathan was the one man who could go to the king and offer counsel that might not be what the king desired to hear.  Speaking the truth, especially to a king, is always dangerous.  So Nathan told his story in a way that reminded the aging King of a time when life was not so complicated.
Once there was a poor family who lived on the edge of a great farm.  The family survived by cultivating the land.  They had one sheep, but the family loved the little lamb.  The pet was considered to be a member of the family.   
One day the owner of the great farm had a guest drop by for dinner.  The landowner’s farm was filled with a variety of crops and flocks.  It would have been nothing for him to take any sheep and have it prepared for the meal.  But instead the landowner sent men to steal the lamb of the poor farmer.  The animal was killed and offered as the main course for dinner.
When David heard the story he was outraged.  He rose to his feet and declared that no one in his kingdom had the right to abuse others.  He demanded the name of the culprit in order that the king might bring him to justice.  Nathan looked at David and responded, “You are the man.”                 
Suddenly David was in his personal Garden of Eden.  The King had everything and had chosen to eat of the fruit that was forbidden.  Once David finally realized the enormity of his actions, David cried out, “I have sinned.”
Psalm 51 is the prayer that David wrote once the magnitude of his sin had been revealed.  Listen to parts of this great poem.
“Have mercy on me according to your steadfast love.  Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.  I know my sin is ever before me.  You desire truth therefore teach me your wisdom.  Purge me; wash me; create in me a clean heart.  The sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit and a contrite heart.  O God forgive me.” 
As a seven year old I quickly learned there were consequences for bad behavior.  As a king, David learned he was not above the will of God.  But our Garden of Eden experience revealed something more than just the repercussions for sinful behavior.  The king and I both experienced the incredible expansion of God’s grace.
In the mythical story of Adam and Eve you might remember the couple was forced to leave the garden and venture out into the world.  But they did not venture alone.  God made garments for them to wear.  God showed them how to till the ground and make a living.  God allowed them to produce children and populate the landscape.  God did not leave them alone.
This is the wonder of God’s grace.  When our appetites overwhelm us or our desire to be like a god paralyzes our knowledge of right and wrong, we might justify any action as being legitimate.  But eventually the voice of Nathan …… or a family member …… or even our inner consciousness rises up and says, “This time you really blew it.”   
The question is will we acknowledge our sin? Will we take responsibility for our actions?  Will we admit our mistakes and willingly suffer the consequences?  That is a huge step and can be a tremendous blow to our ego.  But when we do, the release we feel is as fresh as the breeze I felt on my face as I crossed Lake Atitlan.  Forgiveness comes in the refreshing breath of God saying, “Rise up and know my forgiveness. Rise up and begin your life anew.”  
My friends, this is the good news of God’s grace.

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