Numbers
21:4-9; John 3:14-17
The
writer, priest and activist Malcolm Boyd has died. 50 years ago, he wrote “Are
You Running with Me Jesus?” His writings have had a profound influence on me.
Malcolm wrote, “God, it seems to me you damn war, hate, hypocrisy, lies,
tyranny, torture, exploitation and murder.
It seems to me you bless love, peace, honesty, truth, freedom, kindness,
dignity, and everything good about your creation. I find that you work
patiently and mercifully to change the things you damn into the things you
bless. Help me to have faith in your plan.” This sermon is dedicated to Malcolm Boyd.
I personally don’t
care much for snakes. I have never been bitten by one. I can’t remember witnessing
anyone who has been bitten. I’m sure don’t know anyone who has been bitten and
died, at least if they did, they haven’t told me. My philosophy is if they
leave me alone I will leave them alone.
My good friend and
fellow minster Gary Charles is petrified of snakes. When we play golf together
if I hit a ball in the woods, he refuses to help me look. If Gary hits a ball
in the woods he argues, because of his fear of snakes, he should be given a
free drop. Gary can’t understand why I don’t invite him to play with The Bunch.
On
the other hand, there is Mary Dudley. We ride bikes together on the Skyline
Drive. She loves snakes. On more than one occasion I have watched from a
distance as she jumped off her bike to remove a snake from the road. It hardly
matters if it is a Blacksnake or Rattlesnake, Mary Dudley will make sure every reptile
receives safe passage back into the woods.
You are probably wondering
why I am making all this fuss about snakes. In our text Jesus said, “Just as
Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, the Son of Man will be lifted up
and whoever believes in him will have eternal life.” What on earth was Jesus
talking about?
What
might confuse us made perfect sense to Nicodemus, an accomplished scholar of
the Torah. Nicodemus knew Jesus was speaking about a specific incident during
the wilderness experience of the escape from Egypt. From the moment Israel left
they whined. They were afraid of Pharaoh’s Army. They didn’t think Moses knew
the way. Then they got thirsty, then hungry, then thirsty again. They even claimed
being slaves was preferable to freedom. God got fed up with the complaints of
the self-proclaimed Chosen People and sent fiery snakes to slitter among them.
Many of the Israelites were bitten and died. The survivors quickly begged for
mercy. Moses was instructed to place a
bronze snake on a stick. Those who confessed and looked at the snake were
healed.
This
is a tough story. Taken literally it displays a no nonsense God with a short
fuse. Taken symbolically it illustrates the Israelites dilemma in making critical decisions concerning their life
and death. The original group already decided not to enter the Promised Land.
The second generation was now choosing if they would follow the antics of their
elders and die in the wilderness or risk following God and discover a new life.
That is a tough question when the God you are asked to follow has just killed
your best friend.
Nicodemus
fully understands the significance of the illustration. Will he chose his old
life or will he risk looking upon Jesus and lose the respect of his peers? From
our perspective the choice is easy. We look to Jesus as the source of our
salvation. But Nicodemus hardly knew the man. Remember, this is a pre-Easter
encounter. Also Nicodemus knew the aftermath of the story of the snake.
The
symbol of the Bronze Snake forged by Moses was given a permanent place in the
Temple. When people had ailments they would go to the Temple and pray to the
Snake hoping to be healed. The culture of the Bronze Snake became so strong it
threatened to replace the worship of Yahweh. Eventually King Hezekiah destroyed
the Snake and demanded the people to worship God, the real source of life.
Remembering
his history Nicodemus paused and wondered if Jesus was the healer who offered
life, or just another illusion taking him closer to death?
Noting
his hesitation Jesus said, “God so loved the world, God gave us the Son.
Believe and live eternally.”
I cannot tell you how many sermons I
have preached on John 3:16. How much more simple can it get than, “God so loved
the world. Believe and live eternally.” (Stop) Fifty years ago this was such an easy
passage. I had never been anywhere north of Washington D.C. or south of
Columbus, Georgia. My world was plenty big enough for me. I had heard of Africa
and seen the National Geographic pictures of the slightly clad women we called
natives. Asia was comprised solely of Japanese and we all talked about how evil
they were. Everyone in my world loved Jesus and I was told by my Sunday School
teachers the missionaries we supported were taking care of anyone else that
mattered.
Growing
up, God loved me and I believed in Jesus. There were no complications until I
made the mistake of furthering my education. I was introduced to terms like
Total Depravity, Unconditional Election, Limited Atonement, Irresistible Grace,
and Perseverance of the Saints. In other words I was exposed to Calvinism on
steroids. I was told because of Original
Sin I was incapable of truly loving God and neighbors. Before I was born, I
was corrupt. But God, in God’s
graciousness, had chosen a select few of us who would be given the opportunity
to experience the love of God. By acknowledging God’s saving power, I and a few
of you will discover that nothing, not even death can separate us from the love
of God in Christ.
That’s
when I realized Creedal Statements can be healthy expressions of faith, or they
can become dangerous snakes leading us away from the very essence of God.
Thankfully
a course correction in my theological training expanded my world view and challenged
the presuppositions which I had taken for granted. The bad news is with each
new step, new perplexities emerge.
God so loved the
world. Believe and have eternal life. If salvation comes by grace alone, is
faith redundant? If salvation comes through faith alone, is grace necessary?
There
are days I wished I could return to my simple life where questions such as
these were nowhere on my radar. But there is no going back. The world is bigger
than my backyard. And so is my dilemma. Limiting the grace God seems heretical.
But doesn’t faith count for something?
Finding
a perfect harmony between God’s grace and our response to this gift is always
going to be difficult. It is human nature to want to earn our keep. But without
God’s help, is perfection attainable? Furthermore there is a dangerously
unspoken question that always lurks just below the surface. “Can someone
different than me be blessed with God’s gift of grace?” If I say no than the
parameter of salvation is greatly restricted. If I say yes than the wideness of
God’s mercy stretches beyond my imagination.
Back
in the good old days, only white, straight, males qualified to sit at the table
of God. Well, we would let the woman in if they obeyed us and spoke only when
spoken to. But that was probably a mistake because eventually they wanted a
chair of their own. That opened the door to all kind of shady characters. First
we let the blacks in, then the Hispanics. That caused problems because they
questioned why the women got in before them. Then we discovered that all Asians
weren’t Japanese. Koreans knocked the doors down to find their seat at the
table. Africans soon followed even though they looked nothing like the pictures
in National Geographic. Then someone suggested maybe Catholics were Christian. That
didn’t play well with anyone born south of Richmond. Finally cooler heads prevailed. We elected a team to select those qualified
for God’s grace.
We
all agreed race didn’t matter. Red, yellow, black or white, they are precious
in God’s sight. But precious only goes so far. We also agreed we don’t have to
worship together. That would be ……………. uncomfortable.
We
all agreed gender doesn’t matter. In Christ there is no distinction between
male or female. In heaven both are equal. So, when women get to heaven, they can
preach, serve the sacraments, and hold the highest ecclesiastical positions. But
for right now they need to wait their turn.
We
all agreed the first shall be last and the last shall be first. Nobody really believes
that works in the real world, but when we get to heaven God will certainly sort
it all out.
The
rules were finally set. You don’t have to be a male to get into heaven. You
don’t have to be an American to get into heaven. You don’t have to be white to
get into heaven. You don’t have to be rich to get into heaven. You don’t even
have to be Presbyterian to get into heaven. Everyone was ecstatic over the
progress we had made. We held hands and started singing, “In Christ there is
not east or west.”
Then a young man in
the back started jumping up and down and screaming, “Can I join? Can I
join?”
We turned to him and
said, “Do you believe in Christ as your Lord and savior?”
“With all my heart”,
he replied. “You see, I’m gay, and God accepted me even when I could not accept
myself.”
The singing stopped,
the bickering began once again again God’s not so holy people discovered the idea
of God loving the whole world is easier said than believed.
For as long as I can
remember I have believed in Jesus. For 65 years I have tried to learn to love
all the folks God loves. Because I believe in Jesus I have tried to open my
closed mind. Because I believe in Jesus I have tried to be color blind. Because
I believe in Jesus I have tried to move past my prejudices, and my egocentric
faults. Because I believe in Jesus, I regularly look up at the Cross and
confess, “I believe, help me in my unbelief.”
How ironic that I look
to the Cross. Like the snake, the Cross too often lives a double life. Like the
snake, this symbol of God’s healing power too often is held high by those claiming
Jesus hates anyone not exactly like them.
I believe in Jesus,
but do I really believe God loves the whole world? I can so easily lose my way
when trying to follow the all-inclusive path of the Cross.
Therefore this is my
confession; this is what I believe. Until my words and actions perfectly
reflect God’s love, I shall give unending thanks for God’s grace, for the road
is long and my endurance and judgments can be inadequate.
Help me run with you,
Jesus.
Help me run with you. Amen.
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